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So Its Come To This

by The Firegod

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Bullet 03:51
Bullet I dream in colors that are vivid in life She dreams primarily in black and white I walk in rhythm in a city in bloom She strangles her emotions in a sheltered groove I know there's nothing for me here Too bad, she's got the look that lights a fire that's got me burning up the atmosphere She don't want to talk about it and I wont let her live it down I took a bullet for her For what / I don't get it Its time for a change before this love starts wearing me down I'm a junkie that's addicted to love Its hard to give it up when its never enough I hear you running but your standing still I'm just waiting for that moment when I can get my fill There's no time to figure this out No time If I took a bullet in the heart Would you take a bullet in your soul Would you beg me not to leave Or would you show me to the door
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Hard To Resist She wants to know me / Yes she'll try / Anything to catch my eye Hard to resist her when she so Unbelievably so desirable She wants to know / Just who I am / What I believe in / Where I stand Hard to resist her when she so Unmistakably unforgettable My mouth is dry / My breath is short I can't stand still / My thoughts distorts An all-time high That's not just chemical / a miracle I feel this need to hold her close And never ever let her go But for now I'll just hold onto hope She wants to know just where I go / When I'm getting high or feeling low So hard to resist her when she so Damn delectable / So encourage-able My mind just froze / I'm two drinks in I'm lost for words / I'll try again This rooms so square / Walls are closing in / I'm struggling I feel this need to hold her close And never ever let her go But for now I'll just hold onto hope She wants to know me / Yes I'll try / To give her any reason why Hard to resist me when I'm so Available / So obtainable I want to know just who she is / Where she's from / Where she's been So hard to resist her when she so Unbelievably / so adorable Unmistakably / Unforgettable Unbelievably / So desirable
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Never Left LA I miss the sunset in your eyes The red and gold that illuminates Your smile across your western sky The winds that blow down thru your canyons As they scream on thru the nite Against my skin so warm and dry chorus Should have never left LA I'm finding it hard to find a palm tree With those hips that sway Should have never left LA, never left LA Dark circles mingle with your make-up Matted in your hair A loaded gun is what you are Your naked walls expose the loneliness That you can't escape Can't wait to hold you in my arms back to chorus bridge Young and running with the sand beneath my feet Red moon rising as you softly kiss my cheek I swore I'd never leave this place But here I am Slowly dying- in this foreign land The music haunts me as your sirens Wail thru the nite Your open heart that brings relief Someday you'll find me lying by your side With no regrets Awake for all eternity back to chorus
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Apartment In The Sky On this window sill / we'll watch the city lights Flicker on and off/ from my apt in the sky The state of world affairs/ won't matter much at all We'll take it all in stride/ from my apt in the sky No rainbows needed here/ cause tears are not allowed Never be depressed/ Can't find no reason to be down Locked inside our world/ swirling in the clouds We've reached a brand new high/ in my apt in the sky Hopeful vengeance Will all cease to exist Mindful caring Will be ours/ if we persist Take my hand/ together And we'll discover what the fuss is all about In my apt in the sky Lets watch the moon escape/ behind a solar wall Then watch reappear/ with a million stars at its beck n call And forever I will pray/ that you'll stay by my side And live here in peace/ in my apt in the sky
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Modern Day Love Song I mean nothing to you You mean nothing to me But we get along as we fumble Thru life's insecurities You like it when I'm not around I like it when you can't be found But we get along as we laugh at Life's improbabilities I'm just this endless parade of mistakes That I can't seem to get out of my head And your just this magnet that seems to attract All the worst of whatever s ahead I find nothing in you You see nothing in me But we get along just because That's how its meant to be I fuss and you wallow, we hide in a dream That's as cloudy as the day is outside But when were together as rare as they are Those moments are hard to describe Where in the world is it written in stone That love is this feeling of perfect entitlement Time and again I've seen that old story book end So what if she's someplace other than here I'm probably somewhere that's not even near Living each day like we a haven't a care I mean nothing to you You mean nothing to me But we get along, regardless Of what others might want to believe
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Long Long way To Go Chorus Living in monotone rockin the low-fi show I got a long long way to go She's locked in her dreams havin a blast, not me I got a long long way to go It's Friday nite and I'm already broke Calling a cab not hanging no more Wasting my time trying to make me right Grabbing that cab before I lose my mind Got to get home, home is where I change my sheets Sleep away the nite But when the morning light finds me on the floor I know I lost that fight I heard she met a guy and moved away She staying out of the mud stepped away from the gray I hope to hell it all works out fine She's got more to lose than the house this time Its like a train wreck on the loose An unstable heart with nothing to lose As for me my hearts been broken So many times its like deja vu Love smiles and it feels so good Your heads in a cloud your caught on a hook But then her words start to sound so mean When did this bitch arrive was it when you were asleep Now your walking the streets and your all alone Its hard to believe you fell this low But the bad will change in this ebb n flow As for me I got long long way to go Just the other day I caught a glimpse Of how my life will one day be I was fired up Living a life that was meant for me So I'm learning to love again learning to live again I got a long long way to go Learning to smile again learning to laugh again I got a long long way to go
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What You Mean To Me Your that little pot of gold That always has me wanting more I will never Never get enough of it When that sun sits on a breeze And your eyes look back at me I will never Never get enough of it I'm careless, usually forgetful Overcome with details When it comes to you I acknowledge, I'm not very assertive Very slow to anger When it comes to you You're that honey on my tongue Whose taste just seems to linger on I will never Never get enough of it You're the laughter in my lungs That part of life that's always fun I will never Never get enough of it I never worry, though at times I should be Never in a hurry When it comes to you I'm far from mental Marvel at the good times Smile at the bad ones When it comes to you I will never find the words To say just how it feels When you take my empty world And heal my broken dreams In the twilight of my day As the sky slowly turns dark I know its you I'm waiting for with open arms
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Right Now 04:43
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Blame it On The Cold Hell-bent on staying up with all my friends But lately I've been noticing I can't keep up with them Blame it on the cold Blame it on whatever suits me best The girls I sometimes meet on the fly Never pass the grade of what my family has in mind Blame it on the cold Blame it on what leaves me satisfied Could it be the sands of time Aren't letting go but holding tight At this point of my life Just seems like yesterday I had control Now everything around me seems so much faster than before Blame it on the cold I'll blame it on whatever comes to mind The minutes turn to years before my eyes I do remember losing you but I sure as hell don't remember why Blame it on the cold Blame it on whatever suits me fine Could it be the sands of time Aren't letting go but holding tight At this point of my life With a thousand stars that stare at me at night I never feel alone, it always feels just right I rise each day and take a breath and thank God I'm alive Never once surrendering this drive just to survive But I know its just not up to me At this point in my life Hell-bent on keeping up with all my friends Lately I've been noticing I can't keep up with them I'll blame it on the cold Blame it on whatever suits me best
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My Song of Songs chapters 1&2 Outside the orbit of your tender care I fell upon a feeling that was floating there To scared to see if it was meant for me A lotus blossom in a swamp of weeds A canopy enclosed by evergreens You are by far the summer of my dreams The dawn breaths light The night just slips away Awakened by the music and your fragrance

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released March 15, 2012

All songs written and performed by
Edmund Llinas
Additional vocals
Crystal Parker ( Song Of Songs , Modern Day Love Song )
Rene Noen ( Apartment In The Sky )

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